if i were being honest…

i would take every pill under God’s blue sky to make my throat feel better.

i want a job that will financially support me having an iPhone.

i want a grown-up job.  with insurance.

i need to visit California.  i miss it.  with so many inches of my being.

i like a boy.  who is really a man.

this scares me.

i want to build a fort right now, and watch movies in there, and fall asleep feeling cradled.

i’m tired of struggling.  and i can see why people lose their edge and settle down a bit into more comfortable places in life.

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